Why I do not Consider Myself to be “Broken” Anymore

I am a Christian who thought of herself as “broken” for many years. Here is why I do not think that anymore.

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Recently, a female friend told me about a new mental health initiative at church for people who want to overcome their hurts, habits, and past trauma. In the past, I had been involved as a volunteer or participant in programs that helped people stuck in brokenness and helping them heal. It is natural that my friend thought I was still looking for that kind of support. My answer as I recall it surprised me as well as her.

“I don’t think of myself as broken and in need of a program like this,” I said. “If I got involved, it would only be as a leader.” Saying this confirmed to me something that I had suspected for a long time; I was no longer stuck in a state of brokenness. Indeed, I had to battle some resentment against people who still saw me as broken and in need of support groups.

A few days later, a ministry leader encouraged me to attend a mental health workshop — argh.

Some Signs That I Am No Longer Broken

I am not carrying my hurts around anymore

Events that remind me of my past no longer trigger pain and anger. The only emotions I might experience is sadness…